Psalm 103:13-14As a father shows compassion to his children, so the LORD shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust.
12/19/10
Christmas Party
In my last blog entry, I mentioned the orphanage that I visited and my interest in working alongside with them. I find God quite interesting, that when you have a thought in your mind, and even if you don`t exactly express the interest to anybody, He knows. So the opportunity came up, where God opened a door for me before the end of 2010 to show me that it is almost time to be prepared for the coming year. A week after the orphanage visit, I was invited to do a devotional and speak to the children at the orphanage. The theme of the devotion was HOPE FOR THE HOPELESS. In the devotion, I spoke to the children and youth about finding hope in God, that even if promises made by friends and family are broken, God's promises never fails. Even if co-workers reject you, God will not reject you. Even if you look to your best friend for help, yet he abandons you, God will not. Something that we usually take for granted is the Bible and the many promises from God. We should constantly remind ourselves of those promises and how good He is to us. 
Psalm 103:13-14
As a father shows compassion to his children, so the LORD shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust.
Psalm 103:13-14As a father shows compassion to his children, so the LORD shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust.
12/7/10
Abandoned
I visited an orphanage that was close by town here in Arua. The program is called ORA and was first established in New Zealand, and later on over the years, an orphanage was established here in Uganda. As you may know by now, my experience in Bolivia has been one of the most memorable experiences in terms of missions. God began to give me a heart for orphans, and that is why I decided to pay a visit to this particular orphanage. Though this orphanage is not the same types that I worked with in Bolivia, but it did not stop me from paying a visit and looking into working alongside with ORA. There is over 90 orphans with ORA, but only 6 of them live in the orphanage. At first you would think, well where would the other 84 orphans stay. Well actually the situation here in Africa is a bit different. Different in terms of, if the parents have passed on, the child would still have their guardians to look after them. Most of these orphans have guardians to care for them at home. Unfortunately, very few of them would not have guardians to care and watch them grow up into a healthy individual. These individuals would be the ones to live at the orphanage. You may ask yourself, 'How does the organization sustain itself and how do the orphans get nurtured?' The organization began recently selling coffee beans. The orphans themselves are sponsored by people around the world. The support provides these orphans with education, food, medical assistance and any other basic living needs. Below is a picture I took from the orphanage site.
11/30/10
Home Stay
I would like to first apologize for not updating my blog as often as I thought I would. Who ever knew that I would be as busy as this. For the past 10 days, I have been staying with a local family here in Arua. I have been learning a lot about the culture and even some language. Below is a picture of a typical traditional Ugandan home if the family could not afford to construct a home.
It's a very neat and simple local hut, where inside there are three rooms: one being the sitting room; one being the storage and a bedroom. The family and I shared a lot about each other's culture. The first thing that I noticed were the meals that we ate. Not so much the texture/physical aspect of the food, but it's how the traditional Ugandan family would treat visitors. Being a visitor/guest, they brought the food to the table in the local hut, and then placed it there for me to eat. Nothing wrong with that picture, until you find out that after they have given you the meal, they go outside to eat with the family. Now there is something different that you do not experience everyday. I asked them why is it that the family does not join me, and they told me that it is part of the culture for visitors to be eating on their own. Later on of course, they joined me because I felt uncomfortable sitting alone to eat. Interesting.
It's a very neat and simple local hut, where inside there are three rooms: one being the sitting room; one being the storage and a bedroom. The family and I shared a lot about each other's culture. The first thing that I noticed were the meals that we ate. Not so much the texture/physical aspect of the food, but it's how the traditional Ugandan family would treat visitors. Being a visitor/guest, they brought the food to the table in the local hut, and then placed it there for me to eat. Nothing wrong with that picture, until you find out that after they have given you the meal, they go outside to eat with the family. Now there is something different that you do not experience everyday. I asked them why is it that the family does not join me, and they told me that it is part of the culture for visitors to be eating on their own. Later on of course, they joined me because I felt uncomfortable sitting alone to eat. Interesting.
11/15/10
Accommodation
I am going to post a short blog entry as a prayer request. Right now, the Madi/West Nile Diocese (Church of Uganda) and Africa Inland Mission are in the works of finding permanent accommodation for me. Most likely there will not be a confirmed location until late January but I would like to ask for you to pray for me. As a missionary, it might be frustrating to know that accommodation is not ready but as of right now, I am fine with. Please pray for me, for patience in this circumstance. Please also pray for the Diocese and AIM to have the wisdom and knowledge as they continue in their research. Please ask the Lord to shelter and protect me from the evil one in using his schemes to distract, frustrate and hold me back from working for God here in Uganda.
11/5/10
Luke 10:2
There aren't many individuals who are called to the mission field. Not only is Africa lacking in many of the physical resources, but it is also lacking in the spiritual resources. We are in a huge battle here against the Evil One and his plans and schemes. I would like to ask for you to please pray about Luke 10:2.
Luke 10:2
He told them, "The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.
Luke 10:2
He told them, "The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.
10/27/10
Are You Still?
I've been learning many things, but the most recent comes from my video blog, so please sit back, watch, listen and enjoy this video:
Psalm 46:10
"Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
"Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
10/23/10
Safari + Friends
During our three week Africa-Based Orientation in Kenya, we had long days of training that were both mentally and physically draining. Out of the three weeks, we had one day off, and we decided to go on a Safari trip. During the Safari trip, God continued to show me how great He is as the Creator of the universe. As the Creator, He certainly created a lot of creative creatures, one of them being a giraffe. Not only does the photo below show you one of the unique creatures that the Creator created, but as you can see, the background shows you also another amazing creation of His, the formation of the earth and how He wants it to be. I can only stand in awe of Him.
As I mentioned in my last blog entry, we had Africa-Based Orientation at Scott Theological College. At Scott Theological College, I built a lot of great relationships with the African students there. These individuals have a great passion to serve the Lord. One thing that I will truly miss about the three weeks spent in Kenya was having to dine and fellowship with these students.
Before I left, one of the students wanted to encourage me while I am in Arua, Uganda serving God as a Youth Worker. He read out a particular Bible passage to me and I would like to pass it on to you as well.
As I mentioned in my last blog entry, we had Africa-Based Orientation at Scott Theological College. At Scott Theological College, I built a lot of great relationships with the African students there. These individuals have a great passion to serve the Lord. One thing that I will truly miss about the three weeks spent in Kenya was having to dine and fellowship with these students. 
Before I left, one of the students wanted to encourage me while I am in Arua, Uganda serving God as a Youth Worker. He read out a particular Bible passage to me and I would like to pass it on to you as well.Psalm 20:1-9
May the LORD answer you when you are in distress; may the name of the God of Jacob protect you.
May He send you help from the sanctuary and grant you support from Zion.
May He remember all your sacrifices and accept your burnt offerings. (Selah)
May He give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed.
We will shout for joy when you are victorious and will lift up our banners in the name of our God. May the LORD grant all your requests.
Now I know that the LORD saves His anointed; He answers him from His Holy Heaven with the saving power of His right hand.
Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.
They are brought to their knees and fall, but we rise up and stand firm.
O LORD, save the king! Answer us when we call!
10/14/10
African Soil
It's been a long time since I blogged. Last time I blogged, I was still on Canadian soil, but this blog entry is posted on African soil, specfically on Kenyan soil. I have been in Kenya since September 27. I am currently in Scott Theological College, where AIM have decided to place their Africa-Based Orientation in a more African setting. There has been a lot of training, getting to know other AIM missionaries, chances to interact with the locals in ministry outings, and even meet the many different Africans that are studying at this Bible college. These Africans are from different countries ranging from Kenya and Rwanda, to places like Malawi and Tanzania. It's wonderful when it comes to building relationships. I am very glad that AIM have decided to place their Africa-Based Orientation in Kenya because it only makes sense, that before we jump into our location of ministry, we are to encounter a wall and it will require stepping out of our comfort zone.
It's been a great two weeks so far here at training, but on the 19th of October is when we will complete this training. The sad part is having to say goodbye to the friends I've made here. I've met several individuals that have shared with me many insights, to encourage me in many things, whether those are spiritual battles or my personal physical struggles. I've also met some individuals who have a huge passion for the children and youth, and it's great because it goes to show that the next generation of leaders are caring for the younger generation. Actually one thing that I've learned here in Africa, is that the culture, and even in the church, shows a greater interest and spends more resource on the older generation and invests less on the children and the youth.
An encouragement for you is to not give up reaching out to the children and the youth, because it is very important for them to know the redemption story of the cross which Jesus Christ died on for our sins. They are the future generation, and how we treat them and invest in them will effect what will happen in the latter years. So please continue to pursue and pray for the children and youth of your location of ministry.
It's been a great two weeks so far here at training, but on the 19th of October is when we will complete this training. The sad part is having to say goodbye to the friends I've made here. I've met several individuals that have shared with me many insights, to encourage me in many things, whether those are spiritual battles or my personal physical struggles. I've also met some individuals who have a huge passion for the children and youth, and it's great because it goes to show that the next generation of leaders are caring for the younger generation. Actually one thing that I've learned here in Africa, is that the culture, and even in the church, shows a greater interest and spends more resource on the older generation and invests less on the children and the youth.
An encouragement for you is to not give up reaching out to the children and the youth, because it is very important for them to know the redemption story of the cross which Jesus Christ died on for our sins. They are the future generation, and how we treat them and invest in them will effect what will happen in the latter years. So please continue to pursue and pray for the children and youth of your location of ministry.
9/17/10
Final Remark
I'll be leaving on Wednesday (22nd) and will not be landing in the Pearl Of Africa (Uganda) until Friday (24th). It is truly amazing to see what God has been doing in me and through me. It's been a long journey preparing and having to leave a lot of things behind me, mainly relationships. The next four years will not be an easy four years of my life. It will be tougher than high school. It will be tougher than post-secondary education. Definitely will be tougher than my full-time jobs. I am very humbled to be given this position, to work for Him directly and side-by-side with Him. There will be many hardships, difficulties, trials and obstacles, but who ever said that it's going to be like that? This leads me to my final remarks to those of you who are the senders, the ones holding the rope while I go down into the well.
Yes, you may think to yourself 'It's easy for Stephen to do the work of God, because he's working directly with the church everyday, and that is his occupation, his career. I'm only a _______________.' You need to understand that you've got a responsibility yourself as well, that not only are you holding the rope and supporting me, but you've got a responsibility at your workplace. The video posted above should give you a hint at what I am trying to communicate to you. Just because my position is more 'spiritual' and yours is more 'secular', it does not mean that I am suppose to be the only one reaching out to those that do not know Christ. It's not only the job of the pastors and the deacons and elders to minister to people, but it is the job of the entire Church!
Before I begin the new journey in Africa, where my blog posts will not be insights, but more of what I'm doing, I want to leave behind a final remark for you all: whether your job is serving a really stubborn customer at your workplace, or your job is serving the congregation at your local church, your job description should not be different. You are to bring glory to God in every means, whether that means your message preached is to direct the hearts of the congregation to God, leading a nonbeliever in the congregation to Christ, reaching out to the customer that is cussing a bluestreak at you, being gentle and kind to the customer that does not know Christ, or even going out to have lunch with one of your coworkers to build a relationship up and showing them there is hope in God. You see what I mean? Whatever you do, do it to glorify God.
Romans 12:1
I urge you brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God--this is your spiritual act of worship.
Yes, you may think to yourself 'It's easy for Stephen to do the work of God, because he's working directly with the church everyday, and that is his occupation, his career. I'm only a _______________.' You need to understand that you've got a responsibility yourself as well, that not only are you holding the rope and supporting me, but you've got a responsibility at your workplace. The video posted above should give you a hint at what I am trying to communicate to you. Just because my position is more 'spiritual' and yours is more 'secular', it does not mean that I am suppose to be the only one reaching out to those that do not know Christ. It's not only the job of the pastors and the deacons and elders to minister to people, but it is the job of the entire Church!
Before I begin the new journey in Africa, where my blog posts will not be insights, but more of what I'm doing, I want to leave behind a final remark for you all: whether your job is serving a really stubborn customer at your workplace, or your job is serving the congregation at your local church, your job description should not be different. You are to bring glory to God in every means, whether that means your message preached is to direct the hearts of the congregation to God, leading a nonbeliever in the congregation to Christ, reaching out to the customer that is cussing a bluestreak at you, being gentle and kind to the customer that does not know Christ, or even going out to have lunch with one of your coworkers to build a relationship up and showing them there is hope in God. You see what I mean? Whatever you do, do it to glorify God.
Romans 12:1
I urge you brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God--this is your spiritual act of worship.
9/10/10
God Gets The Glory, Not Man
I will continue to stress on this, and why do I continue to stress on this? It's because this continues to be an issue for all of us here living on earth, whether we are Christians or non-Christians, we continue to give glory to ourselves. There are times where God puts us in situations to see if we do give Him the glory that belongs to Him. God's glory continues to be robbed of His every second of our lives, when we take our eyes off of Him. Wherever you are, at home/school/work, and whatever you do, eat/read/talk/think, give God the glory. You get a promotion, let others know that it is by God's grace. You receive an award, let others know it is by God's grace. You made a new friend, let others know it is by God's grace. Everything is by God's grace, so give Him the glory for His grace given to you. Praise God for all that He has done for you. Give thanks to the Holy One.
Ephesians 2:8
For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God
Ephesians 2:8
For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God
9/3/10
Choose How You Will Live
How will you live? I don't know, that is something for you to decide. When I was a teenager, my goal and dream was to have a bright future, to be able to have that American dream and travel all over the world and to live a great life. Well now it's very different from what I first thought. I made a decision to love Jesus and follow Him, and after that was when things began to change. My perspective of life was different and I even dedicated one of my summers to missions. After Bolivia was when everything changed, and how I choose to live changed. It wasn't about me anymore, but it was more about Him. The decision that I've made now to invest years of my life into missions will certainly change a lot of things. Let me ask you, how will you live your life? Let me leave you with a great passage that I've been living by for some time now.
Matthew 25:21
His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'
Matthew 25:21
His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'
8/27/10
Short-Term Missions
Short-term missions is not a bad thing at all. That is exactly how God placed the desire and passion of missions in my heart. I've shared with many individuals about this issue of being comfortable in our North American setting. I really hope and pray that you will consider sacrificing 1-2 months of your years on earth to give God the glory in another country, especially to somewhere outside North America, where there are people living in the slums and eating less than one meal a day. Trust me, God opened my heart, and He definitely will do that with you. It's just a matter of you opening the door for Him to come in.
If Jesus Christ be God And Died For Me, No Sacrifice Can Be Too Great For Me To Make For Him.
--C.T. Studd
Hebrews 10:14
Because by one sacrifice he has made perfect forever those who are being made holy.
Ephesians 5:1-2
Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.
If Jesus Christ be God And Died For Me, No Sacrifice Can Be Too Great For Me To Make For Him.
--C.T. Studd
Hebrews 10:14
Because by one sacrifice he has made perfect forever those who are being made holy.
Ephesians 5:1-2
Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.
8/20/10
5 Months ago...
Wow.
Time sure does fly...
Those were the exact words I used when I first blogged 5 months ago. Many things were on my mind at that time, but one thing for sure that stuck out was 'I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I AM BLOGGING, NEVER WOULD'VE THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD COME.'
I honestly would have never thought that, what was once a small interest of mine would lead into something that can possibly one day be a lifetime commitment.
Four years is definitely a long commitment, and a lot of individuals that hear me share are shocked at how long I've decided to dedicate my time, especially at such a young age and at the country that I am going to. One thing that I have not mentioned was that four years can simply turn into fourteen years or even forty years, because of the love I have for missions: the love of working with the vulnerable; the love of working with the youth; the love of working with those living in poverty; but most importantly, the love of bringing honor, glory and praise to God and seeing others worship Him because of His great beauty and love for them.
As the time of my departure gets closer and closer, I think to myself of how many challenges, trials, temptations, struggles, difficulties and hardships I will go through, whether they are spiritual, emotional, physical or even mental, one thing I need to remind myself is that, though my family isn't there with me, God is there with me, along with hundreds and possibly even thousands of prayer warriors.
I came across this passage today and I would like to share it with you:
Psalm 116:1-2
"I love the LORD, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy. Because he turned his ear to me, I will call on him as long as I live."
Time sure does fly...
Those were the exact words I used when I first blogged 5 months ago. Many things were on my mind at that time, but one thing for sure that stuck out was 'I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I AM BLOGGING, NEVER WOULD'VE THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD COME.'
I honestly would have never thought that, what was once a small interest of mine would lead into something that can possibly one day be a lifetime commitment.
Four years is definitely a long commitment, and a lot of individuals that hear me share are shocked at how long I've decided to dedicate my time, especially at such a young age and at the country that I am going to. One thing that I have not mentioned was that four years can simply turn into fourteen years or even forty years, because of the love I have for missions: the love of working with the vulnerable; the love of working with the youth; the love of working with those living in poverty; but most importantly, the love of bringing honor, glory and praise to God and seeing others worship Him because of His great beauty and love for them.
As the time of my departure gets closer and closer, I think to myself of how many challenges, trials, temptations, struggles, difficulties and hardships I will go through, whether they are spiritual, emotional, physical or even mental, one thing I need to remind myself is that, though my family isn't there with me, God is there with me, along with hundreds and possibly even thousands of prayer warriors.
I came across this passage today and I would like to share it with you:
Psalm 116:1-2
"I love the LORD, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy. Because he turned his ear to me, I will call on him as long as I live."
8/13/10
Heart & Passion
Are mission trips all about you? Are mission trips all about your task? Are mission trips all about where you serve? Are mission trips all about the people you serve? Answer: NO. It is not about you, or your task, or the place you travel to, or the people you serve. It is ultimately about God. It is He that deserves the glory, He that deserves worship and praise from the people we serve. Our mentality of going to the mission field can sometimes be about the people, but it should be about God first, and then the people second.
Isaiah 48:9-11
For my own name's sake I delay my wrath; for the sake of my praise I hold it back from you, so as not to cut you off. See, I have refined you, though not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction. For my own sake, for my own sake, I do this. How can I let myself be defamed? I will not yield my glory to another.
Malachi 1:11
My name will be great among the nations, from the rising to the setting of the sun. In every place incense and pure offerings will be brought to my name, because my name will be great among the nations, " says the LORD Almighty.
Isaiah 48:9-11
For my own name's sake I delay my wrath; for the sake of my praise I hold it back from you, so as not to cut you off. See, I have refined you, though not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction. For my own sake, for my own sake, I do this. How can I let myself be defamed? I will not yield my glory to another.
Malachi 1:11
My name will be great among the nations, from the rising to the setting of the sun. In every place incense and pure offerings will be brought to my name, because my name will be great among the nations, " says the LORD Almighty.
8/6/10
War
Are you advancing the Kingdom? Are you living a passionate life and fighting for Him? Are you living in comfort and ease?
I sometimes believe that there is absolutely no excuse when it comes to living passionately and living out your purpose. This purpose is not for yourself, but for God.
I sometimes believe that there is absolutely no excuse when it comes to living passionately and living out your purpose. This purpose is not for yourself, but for God.
7/30/10
Glory For God
Are you the one going down the well, or the one holding the rope for the one going down the well? In everything that you do, do you do it onto the glory of God? Do you dedicate your all to Him? How much time do you spend with Him during the day? Are you ignoring His will for you? Have you fully surrendered your life to Him? Are you still acting foolishly and joining with those that are of this world? Do you seek the approval of Jesus, or men? Do you make decisions out of your own selfish ambitions, or do you go to God first?
Matthew 16:24
Then Jesus said to his disciples, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me."
Matthew 16:24
Then Jesus said to his disciples, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me."
7/23/10
Counting Down...
There is only two months left! I can't express how much thanks I owe to God for what He's been doing in my life. Much support have been given to me, through prayer, through encouragements, through finance, you name it. Within the next two months, though it seems like I'm ready (and I am), there is still a lot of things that needs to be completed. Most of the work comes from completing all the Bible training requirements as a full time missionary.
When I think about stepping on to the mission field, I think of how much of a privilege it is to go to Africa and serve God there. Many individuals would be surprised that I am very excited to work in Africa. At the same time, I look back at how God formed me and wired me into the person I am today and I can tell you that they would not understand what I am feeling right now. No matter what the circumstance is, rich or poor, God is always with me, and that is all I need. That is exactly why and how I can work in such extreme conditions.
On August 6, I will be holding a fun(d)raiser in order to raise awareness amongst my brothers and sisters. In this event, not only will there be a time that many can hear about my calling, but there will be prizes, raffles, games, food, drinks and much more! I really hope that you can make it out. More details can be found here:
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=136411386386306&ref=ts
Thank you again for all your prayer support!
Philippians 3:5-6
I thank my God everytime I remember you. In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
When I think about stepping on to the mission field, I think of how much of a privilege it is to go to Africa and serve God there. Many individuals would be surprised that I am very excited to work in Africa. At the same time, I look back at how God formed me and wired me into the person I am today and I can tell you that they would not understand what I am feeling right now. No matter what the circumstance is, rich or poor, God is always with me, and that is all I need. That is exactly why and how I can work in such extreme conditions.
On August 6, I will be holding a fun(d)raiser in order to raise awareness amongst my brothers and sisters. In this event, not only will there be a time that many can hear about my calling, but there will be prizes, raffles, games, food, drinks and much more! I really hope that you can make it out. More details can be found here:http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=136411386386306&ref=ts
Thank you again for all your prayer support!
Philippians 3:5-6
I thank my God everytime I remember you. In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
7/16/10
Unexpected
God has been gracious and generous once again. For the next two weeks, I will be given opportunities to share about the calling that I received to minister to the youth in Uganda. Four months ago, at the AIM orientation that was held in Toronto, my financial support was at 0%. I was told of some figures that will go into my support, but nothing was set in stone yet. Today, I am at 83% of my monthly goal and 55% of my one-time goal! Praise God! It took a matter of meeting with a church that I am not a member of to begin this wildfire. After the meeting, that was when the fire turned into flame, where my fear was overcome and my worries were taken away. Individual donors began to come in and some churches began to respond back to my emails with the thought of meeting with me and knowing more about what I will be doing for the next four years.
Many believe that becoming a missionary, serving the Lord, is an easy task. To be honest, it is a very hard task, but by God's grace and strength, those can be overcome. There is a lot of faith involved for the entire process. The process begins with the calling received and believing that God will show you the next huge step you will take. The step I took is a four year commitment to serve the youth in Uganda, when I haven't even been to Uganda before. The next step after that is believing that this is the correct decision, and to have that confirmed, your family is behind you on this one. Then, comes the huger step and that is to make sure your other family is behind you, and that is God's family. Once you've gone through these steps, the harder part of the mountain to climb involves presenting and sharing your calling to others, and trusting that God will provide in His time and as He sees fit, not on your time and not as you see fit. This is hard especially when you think of potential supporters, but actually the people you sort of assume will support you, doesn't, but the ones you assume will not support you, does.
This is where I am at right now in terms of the whole faith process for a missionary. Of course there are many other steps that's coming, but I am not there yet. Some of the other ones include health, persecution, perseverance, encountering the unexpected, spiritual warfare, and much more! All this makes you think, how will YOU climb over such a HUGE mountain. First off, you won't be climbing it by YOUR own strength, but by God's strength. Secondly, one word, faith.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
Many believe that becoming a missionary, serving the Lord, is an easy task. To be honest, it is a very hard task, but by God's grace and strength, those can be overcome. There is a lot of faith involved for the entire process. The process begins with the calling received and believing that God will show you the next huge step you will take. The step I took is a four year commitment to serve the youth in Uganda, when I haven't even been to Uganda before. The next step after that is believing that this is the correct decision, and to have that confirmed, your family is behind you on this one. Then, comes the huger step and that is to make sure your other family is behind you, and that is God's family. Once you've gone through these steps, the harder part of the mountain to climb involves presenting and sharing your calling to others, and trusting that God will provide in His time and as He sees fit, not on your time and not as you see fit. This is hard especially when you think of potential supporters, but actually the people you sort of assume will support you, doesn't, but the ones you assume will not support you, does.
This is where I am at right now in terms of the whole faith process for a missionary. Of course there are many other steps that's coming, but I am not there yet. Some of the other ones include health, persecution, perseverance, encountering the unexpected, spiritual warfare, and much more! All this makes you think, how will YOU climb over such a HUGE mountain. First off, you won't be climbing it by YOUR own strength, but by God's strength. Secondly, one word, faith.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
7/9/10
Joseph: Masai Warrior
Here's a video that's a continuation from last week's video I posted where John Piper spoke at a conference.
Are you afraid of the suffering that you will receive for making Him famous, or will you do anything for the sake of the Gospel to be preached at your workplace, campus, school, or even house.
Colossians 1:24
Now I rejoice in what was suffered for you, and I fill up in my flesh what is still lacking in regard to Christ's afflictions, for the sake of his body, which is the church.
Are you afraid of the suffering that you will receive for making Him famous, or will you do anything for the sake of the Gospel to be preached at your workplace, campus, school, or even house.
Colossians 1:24
Now I rejoice in what was suffered for you, and I fill up in my flesh what is still lacking in regard to Christ's afflictions, for the sake of his body, which is the church.
7/2/10
6/25/10
Tears
A friend of mine came back from East Asia to share with his supporters of the things God was doing there. One of the songs we sung were the Tears of the Saints. I forgot about the song for some time until I began to think about what to blog and try to find some inspiring videos to post. As I was searching on YouTube some of the various mission videos, I came across this video, and that was when I began to remember the song.
Here are the lyrics to the song:
Here are the lyrics to the song:
There are many prodigal sons
On our city streets they run
Searching for shelter
There are homes broken down
People's hopes have fallen to the ground
From failures
This is an emergency!
There are tears from the saints
For the lost and unsaved
We're crying for them come back home
We're crying for them come back home
And all your children will stretch out their hands
And pick up the crippled man
Father, we will lead them home
Father, we will lead them home
There are schools full of hatred
Even churches have forsaken
Love and mercy
May we see this generation
In it's state of desperation
For Your glory
This is an emergency!
Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children in Christ you stand!
Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children in Christ you stand!
And all Your children will stretch out their hands
And pick up the crippled man
Father, we will lead them home
Father, we will lead them home
On our city streets they run
Searching for shelter
There are homes broken down
People's hopes have fallen to the ground
From failures
This is an emergency!
There are tears from the saints
For the lost and unsaved
We're crying for them come back home
We're crying for them come back home
And all your children will stretch out their hands
And pick up the crippled man
Father, we will lead them home
Father, we will lead them home
There are schools full of hatred
Even churches have forsaken
Love and mercy
May we see this generation
In it's state of desperation
For Your glory
This is an emergency!
Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children in Christ you stand!
Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children in Christ you stand!
And all Your children will stretch out their hands
And pick up the crippled man
Father, we will lead them home
Father, we will lead them home
6/18/10
Treasure To Bring With Me
What do you treasure most in your life? Maybe it's your home, your car, your status, your job, your income, your knowledge, your education, your health, your physique, your significant other. What do you treasure most?
During my time in Uganda, I hope to teach on this topic. To focus on having to disciple the young individual lives of others, becoming Christ-centered and to treasure Him with everything in them.
Many times in North America, we've been sidetracked with many of the things mentioned in the video, when really we should be focusing on Heavenly things, not material things. When we think too much about our own needs, and not the needs of God, we become very self-centered and not God-centered.
So here's my question to you, in your life, what do you treasure most in your life?
Matthew 6:21
For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
During my time in Uganda, I hope to teach on this topic. To focus on having to disciple the young individual lives of others, becoming Christ-centered and to treasure Him with everything in them.
Many times in North America, we've been sidetracked with many of the things mentioned in the video, when really we should be focusing on Heavenly things, not material things. When we think too much about our own needs, and not the needs of God, we become very self-centered and not God-centered.
So here's my question to you, in your life, what do you treasure most in your life?
Matthew 6:21
For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
6/11/10
Challenge
Recently I attended two weddings and I was able to share with individuals what I do for a living. After sharing with them about what God has called me to do in Uganda, I was able to share with them the huge challenge as a missionary. When I first applied to Africa Inland Mission, one thing I knew was that God will never forsake me in whatever decisions I make and that I've made a huge commitment and put my life into His hands. During the times where I would share with others about Uganda, I would let them know that being a missionary is a very challenging and difficult lifestyle, not only on the field but off the field. I tell others of how much faith is required at this point of my life because choosing this lifestyle as a career is not the easiest choice to be made, nor will the tasks be easy. A lot of the faith comes in when you realize how much you have to rely on God to provide the required funding to live as a missionary.
Looking back at how foolish I was to doubt God and His power and provision, I can truly say that God wants me there in September. As of today, I am at 81% of my monthly target and 25% of my outgoing target.
Looking back at how foolish I was to doubt God and His power and provision, I can truly say that God wants me there in September. As of today, I am at 81% of my monthly target and 25% of my outgoing target.
6/4/10
The Commissioning
WARNING: This video may cause a disturbance and stir up your heart for the sake of the Gospel.
I HIGHLY ADVISE YOU TO WATCH THIS VIDEO.
5/28/10
For The Sake Of The Gospel
It has been very hard for most of my friends to understand what I am going through. A lot of them, even as Christ followers aren't able to grasp the idea that I am giving up all my ambitions, dreams and hopes for the sake of God's greater purpose and plan. No, it is not easy and there are some days where I would think to myself of how committing my life to Jesus Christ would turn out to be something like this. I can truly say that this is God's way to tell me that not only will He impact the lives of those I minister to, but even with those I speak/share with. For those reading, though your journey may be a lot different from mine, it does not mean that your "mission field" has less meaning. The only thing you need to remember whether you are at home/work/school, is that Christ is included, not excluded. Whatever you are doing, it is He-centered, not me-centered.Philippians 3:7
But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ.
5/21/10
Making Disciples
The first two letters of the word Gospel, is 'GO'. Are you considering it or obeying it?
Matthew 28:16-20
Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. There go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
"The Great Commission is not an option to be considered, but a command to be obeyed" --Hudson Taylor
5/14/10
Psalm 96:1
I refuse to STOP singing because of many reasons. This video is quite straight forward and I hope that you may reconsider and begin to sing to the Lord if you haven't done so.
Psalm 96:1
Sing to the LORD a new song; sing to the LORD, all the earth.
5/7/10
Battle On The Field
As I reflect on my current situation, it is a constant spiritual warfare. Not only does the battle begin when I get to Africa, but even during my preparation stages that I realize how much Satan will put doubts and fears in me.
Just like Peter in the Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe, there are times where there is so much at stake that I don't believe I can take on this battle. At the same time, not only do family and friends believe in me, but most of all, God says that I can and I will.
4/30/10
Meeting
I had a chance to meet with my mentor (of Uganda) and his wife today. This was my second time meeting with them. We updated each other on our progress and our preparation work. They (family of 4) plan on leaving by the end of July so that when I get to Uganda, they would have already been settled in. I requested from them some pictures that they took during their prior stay in Uganda. Those pictures can be found here.
Why do I have mentors? A.I.M felt that because it is my first time to Africa, especially to Uganda and I am still young, they would like to find a mentor for me during my time there. While I am there, they are to mentor me spiritually and guide me through Uganda and the city we are going to stay in.
Now that the mentors have provided me with some pictures, I know what to tell my family and friends when they ask me questions like "How is your living condition?" or "Are you living in the city or the countryside?"
Why do I have mentors? A.I.M felt that because it is my first time to Africa, especially to Uganda and I am still young, they would like to find a mentor for me during my time there. While I am there, they are to mentor me spiritually and guide me through Uganda and the city we are going to stay in.
Now that the mentors have provided me with some pictures, I know what to tell my family and friends when they ask me questions like "How is your living condition?" or "Are you living in the city or the countryside?"
4/23/10
Prepared Heart
Recently, I came to a realization that asking others to pray for me is very important before I leave for Africa and while I am there. When I think of Africa, I think of how beautiful every nation is. I also think of how hospitable the people are. One thing that I forgot to think of is the opposite. Physically, the nations are beautiful, but spiritually, it's very hard to describe. I guess you can do some research on your own.
I was talking to a good friend of mine about being prepared before my departure. When I think of being prepared, I think of the Bible training, a prepared heart when giving my farewell speech, goodbyes to my friends and family, and many others things. Recently though, God has been nudging my heart to ask for your prayers regarding the spiritual realm of where I will be. Yes, there is persecution in Africa, but that is not what I am scared of. When praying for a prepared heart, I mean that I will be facing many demonic attacks and will encounter evil forces.
I guess when praying for a prepared heart isn't exactly what I thought it would be. If you can, please pray for me in this area because it is one thing that frightens me a lot.
Isaiah 49:14-15
But Zion said, "The LORD has forsaken me, the Lord has forgotten me." "Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Through she may forget, I will not forget you!"
I was talking to a good friend of mine about being prepared before my departure. When I think of being prepared, I think of the Bible training, a prepared heart when giving my farewell speech, goodbyes to my friends and family, and many others things. Recently though, God has been nudging my heart to ask for your prayers regarding the spiritual realm of where I will be. Yes, there is persecution in Africa, but that is not what I am scared of. When praying for a prepared heart, I mean that I will be facing many demonic attacks and will encounter evil forces.
I guess when praying for a prepared heart isn't exactly what I thought it would be. If you can, please pray for me in this area because it is one thing that frightens me a lot.
Isaiah 49:14-15
But Zion said, "The LORD has forsaken me, the Lord has forgotten me." "Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Through she may forget, I will not forget you!"
4/15/10
Mark 9:24 - "I Do Believe; Help Me Overcome My Unbelief!"
God's been gracious! I recently broke even with the selling of my shirts and have a whole lot left to sell, but I have faith that God will provide me with buyers for these shirts. If you are reading this and wondering how you can support me and spread the word of my mission, you can purchase a shirt here. Just a reminder that there are limited quantities in designs, sizes and colors, so get them while they last!
I've had a few opportunities to share with others about my mission. With just a little bit over 5 months left until my departure date, I was at first worried about my finance. I thought to myself, well, I need $15,000 one-time gifts as well as $1,800 in monthly support how is this going to work out? Then I began to remember Jesus' words:
Matthew 19:26
Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible."
In the next few months, it's definitely going to be a bumpy ride, even before landing on the battlefield, but God will help me pull through this. If God brought me all the way to this point, there is absolutely no way will He leave me nor forsake me. He's brought you and I to where we are at this point of life, why would you think that He will pull the plug on you?
Deuteronomy 31:8
The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.
I've had a few opportunities to share with others about my mission. With just a little bit over 5 months left until my departure date, I was at first worried about my finance. I thought to myself, well, I need $15,000 one-time gifts as well as $1,800 in monthly support how is this going to work out? Then I began to remember Jesus' words:
Matthew 19:26
Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible."
In the next few months, it's definitely going to be a bumpy ride, even before landing on the battlefield, but God will help me pull through this. If God brought me all the way to this point, there is absolutely no way will He leave me nor forsake me. He's brought you and I to where we are at this point of life, why would you think that He will pull the plug on you?
Deuteronomy 31:8
The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.
4/9/10
Missionfest Toronto: April 16-18, 2010
Just to let you know, Missionfest Toronto will be held April 16-18, 2010 at Global Kingdom Ministries. I'll be at the Africa Inland Mission booth on Sunday April 18 from 1:30pm-5:30pm. I will also be around on April 17 to check things out in the evening. Looking forward to seeing you and many other familiar faces there!4/2/10
3/26/10
Do Not Worry
I was given an opportunity to share to a friend of a friend of mine regarding my 4 years in Uganda. After sharing, I wanted to know what's up with her these days, because I really only knew her for a few hours then. So she mentioned to me about the worry of university, which to go to, whether they will accept her, etc. As she was mentioning these to me, I told her to not worry (Luke 12:22-34) and also reminded her about my situation to comfort and encourage her. I've been given a situation that may sound/look great to serve in Africa, for it is a vibrant and awesome continent, but there lies many issues behind the entire continent including violence, war, famine, persecution, conflicts, diseases, spiritual warfare, etc. Am I worried? Somewhat, but not so much because I know that I am not alone. Jesus already took care of my worries, what else should I be worried about?
So here's my question to you:
What are you worried about? Why?
Matthew 11:25-30
At that time Jesus said, “I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, and revealed them to little children. Yes, Father, for this was your good pleasure. “All things have been committed to me by my Father. No one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him. “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
So here's my question to you:
What are you worried about? Why?
Matthew 11:25-30
At that time Jesus said, “I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, and revealed them to little children. Yes, Father, for this was your good pleasure. “All things have been committed to me by my Father. No one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him. “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
3/19/10
6 Months Left...
Wow.
Time sure does fly. It was just about this time last year that I decided to lift everything up to God and see what He is going to be addressing to me (or not) at Missionfest 2009. Who knew that ever since, it's been constant preparation. On a daily basis, it's been quite tiring. I would have never thought that there would be so much preparation work going into this; physically, mentally and spiritually.
One thing I'm very thankful to God for during this process, is the amazing encouragements I've received from all sorts of people. Not only do I know that there will be literally spiritually warfare on the mission field, but I do also understand that Satan never rests even preparing for the field. I've been discouraged from time-to-time, where it's discouragements that I will not receive enough funding by September 23, or I do not feel capable to take on this position in Uganda or even the simplest discouragement that gets to all of us, sin. I then look back at the many events that God put me through, and I still managed to pull through by His grace, and think to myself 'WHY ON EARTH WOULD I EVEN THINK OF SUCH THINGS? WHY SHOULD I BE WORRIED ABOUT THESE THINGS? I'VE GONE THROUGH SO MUCH AND LOOK AT WHERE I AM TODAY, WHY SHOULD I HAVE THESE THOUGHTS?'
Time sure does fly. It was just about this time last year that I decided to lift everything up to God and see what He is going to be addressing to me (or not) at Missionfest 2009. Who knew that ever since, it's been constant preparation. On a daily basis, it's been quite tiring. I would have never thought that there would be so much preparation work going into this; physically, mentally and spiritually.
One thing I'm very thankful to God for during this process, is the amazing encouragements I've received from all sorts of people. Not only do I know that there will be literally spiritually warfare on the mission field, but I do also understand that Satan never rests even preparing for the field. I've been discouraged from time-to-time, where it's discouragements that I will not receive enough funding by September 23, or I do not feel capable to take on this position in Uganda or even the simplest discouragement that gets to all of us, sin. I then look back at the many events that God put me through, and I still managed to pull through by His grace, and think to myself 'WHY ON EARTH WOULD I EVEN THINK OF SUCH THINGS? WHY SHOULD I BE WORRIED ABOUT THESE THINGS? I'VE GONE THROUGH SO MUCH AND LOOK AT WHERE I AM TODAY, WHY SHOULD I HAVE THESE THOUGHTS?'
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